(Sunday, September 21, 2008/2:56 PM)

Dear diary,

Its been a while. Busy life as usual. Anyway, its goin to be the Raya soon. Somehow I just dont get the "feeling" anymore. Maybe I aint getting anymore $$$. Hee.

Anyway something unpleasant happened while me and Dear at Geylang buying dengdeng. After buying food to break fast, we went to the carpark. We saw this "bangla-acting-holy" lingering at the carpark. We said to ourselves not to be bothered with him coz obviously we both knew he was out to get our $$$. So upon reaching the car, locked all ready to set off, he came knocking on the window. First, I felt pissed at him for following us from the carpark to our car. And Dear still can wind down the window. More piss I am. As usual, proclaiming that he is from Kashmir and his people back there need $$$ for blankets and food. In my heart, "Ouh yea, bullshit!! You got the $$$ to fly here right, why dont you use that $$$ to help ur people!" Talk and talk and talk and pray and pray and pray. So dear want to shut him up gave him $5. He still not happy, want $10. Arsehole!!! Obviously you got no proof or watsoever to prove that you are indeed collecting $$$ for your people and here you are bargainin with me for more $$$. Damn! We aint givin it to you arsehole! I hate people who lied their wayto get $$$. I got cheated before from this bunch of arsehole. I told Dear not to "halal" the $$$ if he ever used that $$$ for his own purpose. I dont dare to retaliate for sure we were in the car and I dont want that fu**er to scratch the car. In my heart, feeling damn cheated and piss at that bas**rd. I dont know how many people he is out to cheat. But juz be wary. FYI, we park the car at TKC open big carpark.

I am feeling the blues lately. Tired and stressed up all because of work. I simply cant wait for my Hongkong Trip next year. That is my onli motivation now.

Dreamin of my next holiday...

....Cee-Tee | 0 signing off...