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Javanese plus Minangkabau
Highly Temperamental & Paranoid

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Dian
Dila
Efin
Fareeza
Farna
Maxie
Nana
Razeanti
Seri

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Dear diary,

I guess this week my mood has been really UNPREDICTABLE. I have calculated, should be here anytime soon. Pity my bf I guess, coz he is the one going to deal with me.

Currently I am at work and I am so freaking FRUSTRATED. I came this morning to find that the system gone KERAZEY!!! I got so much to do and the system just have to ruin my day. I hated it when first thing in the morning and things went wrong. Simply no mood.

I think I could not take it anymore. It has come to a standstill already. I guess I need to get out of here. One of the main reason - UNDERPAID. For my position it should be $1600. But I got way lesser than that. Even after increment, dued to this particular customer who lodged a complaint abt me, therefore affected my appraisal. May God "bless" you ok! I realised that I have been here for almost a year yet I kept doing the same old thing over and over again. Apparently they are supposed to guide me into preforming something more advanced and challenging yet I was stuck doing the same old thing since day 1. Reason being, they are too busy with their work. But when they need help, they came to me. I felt like I am the sheep in the office.

Another reason being, there is this particular species in the office who apparently cant keep his eyes to himself. He would ALWAYS stared at young girls (since my office always have customers walking in) and flirted with them. For goodness sake he is married. Act like one. When I first came into the office, I thought he was just being friendly. But my mindset changed when I caught him staring at me while I was doing my work. And I was wearing a skirt. F**K!!! It happened too many times. It simply pisses me off. I hated men to stared at me or even drool. It seems that they got no RESPECT for me. I told the Kakak at work. She told me he is like that. Even to female customers he would stare at them. She added that he like to "jual minyak". In other words, flirt. And I tell you his eyes are freaking. Nowadays I always keep shawl at work and jacket and cover my legs whenever I sat down. I am not a feast to his eyes. I wish I could dig out his eyes and feed the sharks. He is such an AS***** Lecher!!!

Im begining to feel verrrrrrryyy lazy for work.