Dear diary,
this week Ive lost sumone who used to be special to me. We used to share some history together but then tension arose between us that we called it quits. It has been a year since we last saw each other. And now he is gone. Gone to another world. I was really shocked to received a message from a fren saying about his condition. I was even shocked to received another message just a few hours later saying he has passed on. It happened so fast. It seems like onli yesterday I just know him and then today he is gone. I went down that particular night to his house to pay my last respect. He was so thin, could barely recognise him. Went down again to his burial the next day. I guess he was strong. Battling that sickness that was diagnosed to him. But then again maybe God love him more, wantin to out him out of the sufferin. I will pray and continuing prayin for him. Moga Tuhan mencucuri rahmatnya ke atas roh kamu and letakkan kamu di sisi orang-orang yang beriman. Dan dengan hati yang ikhlas ini, aku mengampuni dosa-dosa kamu yang dahulu. Amin.
Im glad Dear was understandin. I love you.
This week is my worst lonely week ever. Dear went to Brunei to serve his NS. Though a week, the loneliness alone could kill me. There's no way I could contact him, no way I am able to know how he is doin, wat he is doin and how he is copin. I know he can take good care of himself but then again I just cant stop worryin. I'm just waiting and waitin for his return. And I am so lookin forward to it. His msg is all I anticipate for every night though I know he is somewhere out there in the jungle and cant use it. I miss you dear.
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