(Friday, March 30, 2007/1:10 AM)

Dear diary,

I went out today, just need to ease and peace the mind. Went out to meet my old buddy, Efin whom I called Oreo the last time round but when we met just now I called him Naz as the name he was refered to durin his his tv serial. And I dont know why he called me Tasha. Well, and the name stuck I guessed.

We went to hang out. He was late. Half an hour late. GOD! But its ok, I keep my cool seein that you have a good reason. We went for breakfast and we went somewhere which I have been wantin to go lately.

The tower

View fr the bridge

The road we travelled

The fountain

Iitially the plan was to go blading but dued to the early downpour and the floor was wet, we went cyclin. Thought of being more adventurous by cyclingon the road and to and fro the National Stadium but it was called off dued to the sudden heavy rain which we were stucked for almost an hour at the petrol kiosk. Haha, I have never done cyclin along the main road before and in which I took some pics. Engrossed witht he surrondings, I had a fall. Hehe, serve me right. But I'm ok. Thats the whole point of bein adventurous. Need to be a bit aggressive. We then went for a game of pool. Well, not too bad I guess. I won 2 games out of 5. Hehe!

We ate dinner at Marine Parade. My favourite, Mee Goreng Pattya. It was nice just the fact that it was a bit spicy. The atmosphere was awesome. Overwhelming. The food was great and they even played all those "jiwang" songs. Mcm tahu jer aku ngah frust. I dont know why. Sittin down there, eating...it seems to be rather soothin and peaceful.The surroundings can really make me feel at ease. The weather, the cold breeze...its just seems the place that I need at this very point of time. After dinner, we headed to Masjid Kampong Siglap for Asar prayers then we headed home.

I met my sister, Ana and her sister for ladies nite at Kbox in the evening. I dont know why I suddenly just feel like going. Though I know that I got to work the very next day and Ana is leaving for KL the very next day too. However I managed to convinced and persuaded them and even Daddy to loan us his car.

Me & Ana

Like another sister to me

My sister acting cute

The three rugged mina tudung

Me, Ana N Sis

For now, I am not in the right state of mind. I am still feelin all enraged and still boiling. I knew it is a bit unfair to you. I knew I shouldnt believed those sources too willingly but I have my reasons why. Like I have always said, actions speak louder than words. I knew my previous entry was damn harsh. I'm sorry. I was feelin so uptight. So SHITTY! I was lettin off my fumes. The old feelings I was tryin to write off came pourin back all at once. I tried and tried to wipe off all those pasts but when I received a call from him, in a matter of seconds, the past came back to haunt me again.

Time will tell all. As for now, I need to be on my own.

If you love me, you would be here with me. You want me, come find me.

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright

But now everything you told me really don't apply

To the way I feel inside

Loving you was easy once upon a time

But now my suspicions of you have multiplied

And it's all because you lied

....Cee-Tee | 0 signing off...